I honestly understood the question quite clearly. It's an interesting one imho. It's unclear to me what's unclear in it. Maybe it's because I'm a non native speaker that I understood OP's thought process.
If the answer to it is "no, you're sadly mistaken, and here's why...", then that's a valid answer. And that's a valid on topic question as well.
If it wasn't asked, how would OP know an answer to it?
(EDIT: It slipped my mind that you're the OP. So you have schizophrenia, you say. So that might explain why you can't think as clearly as a native speaker usually does. I hope Edwin's partial answer was helpful to you. I've preserved it in a CW just in case.)