I just can't help it. I tried and seems I can't explain well maybe because my English sucks. I understand that maybe my question is not written well and it is not fitting well here, but I quite don't understand if you can't ask such problems here and on especially English Language Learners, what's the point of these sites.
So I think a compromise would be someone please help me edit it better. Because I'm really struggling. The problem is genuine. I know it's not easy to answer but if it weren't a problem at all, why would I ask it here.