First off: no one — absolutely no one at all — stigmatized you, penalized you, or called your question dumb or inferior. You are overreacting, and not by a slim margin.
One of your questions got put on hold, and that is all that's happened thus far. Putting questions on hold is not a feature specific to this site. It even happens on Math.
Secondly, this site is not exclusive to "native speakers who can write articulately". This site is not even exclusive to native speakers, period. If you have a quick look at just the first page in the Users tab, you will see people who are native speakers of Dutch, French, Arabic, Russian, Turkish, Hungarian, and Japanese, to name but a few.
You assume that your question was put on hold by a native speaker who can write articulately because it is not about English. Neither assumption is correct, and it is not clear how you arrived at either.
The question was put on hold for the reason specified: it is not on-topic in its current form. However, rather than leaving it at the boilerplate close reason, I left a comment explaining the closure in more detail.
I am surprised and saddened to learn that you stopped reading my comment as soon as you came across the word dictionary. It went on for a while after that. And you were not even really directed to a dictionary in the first place — I would have left it at the boilerplate close reason in that case. Much rather, I specifically included right then and there the crucial bits of what the dictionary would have told you, precisely such as to spare you the lookup.
So, to reiterate:
- Your use of the word indulge was ungrammatical, for the reasons outlined in my comment, but it can be easily fixed, in the ways listed in my comment.
- If you don't know if indulge is even the word you're looking for, then neither do we. Going by what little context you have provided, it might or might not work, so we can't really help you there unless you supply additional information.
- Synonyms for indulge can be looked up in a thesaurus, a tool specifically designed to look up synonyms. This site is not a thesaurus and is not designed to look up synonyms. If you have checked a thesaurus and it was of no help, please include that information in the question: which words it suggested and why they didn't suit you. Again, this is not something we ask of you, or of inarticulate folk, or of non-native speakers, or of any particular group of people; this is something we ask of everyone. You are invited to play by the same rules everyone else has to play by.
- If you want to have the whole sentence reworded, then that is too broad, subjective and argumentative, and the SE engine is simply not designed for open-ended questions of that kind. Even so, you can still take your question to our chat, which is always lively and helpful. If you are indeed a user on Math and other SE sites, you will get the reputation needed for chat by associating your accounts with a click of a button.
Lastly, if you can edit the question to address these concerns, it can be reopened. Again, standard procedure. Nobody is stigmatizing you for your dumb question that doesn't suit us high-class people. Take a deep breath. Chill.